Heaven knows.. My bestfriend goes..

December 12, 2008, on my way home to Las Pinas I suddenly felt sad. I don't know why but it's like a premonition, parang may mawawala sakin.
God knows how much I miss him, I miss his laughter, his voice, his actions. I feel that I'm safe whenever I'm with him. He made a song and sang it to me the last time we saw each other summer of 2007. Here it is:
        
          Ikaw na nga
          Ang siyang aking hanap-hanap
          Ang tangi kong kaylangan
          Sa aking buhay
          Na alay sakin ng Maykapal

          Nang tayo'y unang magkakilala
          Akin pang naaalala
          Ang tuwa at saya
          Nang una kang makita

          Binigyan mo ng kulay ang buhay
          Salamat aking kaibigan
          Ikaw ang pag-asa sa t'wina
          At nagbibigay saya
          Ito'y walang iba kundi ikaw, Maja.

tune: When I Met You by Apo Hiking Society

I wish he could sing this to me again but I know it's not gonna happen.
Few nights ago, I dreamt of him. I've been waiting for almost two years wishing him to appear in my dreams and finally he did and I am so happy. I was able to see him again after he passed away and I thank God for allowing him to appear in my dreams. I can't remember every detail but one thing I'm sure, siya yung nasa panaginip ko at nakangiti siya sa akin.